Your Fonder Heart

Let someone inspire you. Let them light a goddamn fire under your lazy goddamn ass. Let them kiss you in public where strangers might see you. Let them kiss you in your sleep. Let them kiss you in the crook of your hips you never let anyone see. Let them learn how you like your coffee. Let them hear your truest laugh. Let yourself be open to someone. It might hurt, but I can guarantee that your loneliness hurts more.

All the different ways I am learning to say No

Have sex behind a mausoleum. Bring your rosebud nipples to the hard, jagged, cold concrete of the walls containing the death and decay. Scream into the void. Be the opposite of cruel without being indifferent. Show passion, even if that passion is anger. Know where your anger comes from. Write someone a letter, detailing your most embarrassing memory. Burn the letter. Burn your ideas about love. Take a bullet for someone you don't know; someone loves them. Change your perspective. Take photos upside down. Buy a cheap bottle of [x] and an expensive bottle of [x] and pour them into matching cups then turn around ten times and see if you can actually tell the difference. Write across the lines on paper. Write nonsense, write poetry, whatever; just write. Start a revolution within yourself and see what happens. Eternity is taking far too long.