Sometimes romance and all it's impracticalities feel like a better option than growing up and all it's practicalities. And sometimes you have to create that romance for yourself, and sometimes that is all the reality you need.
Let someone inspire you. Let them light a goddamn fire under your lazy goddamn ass. Let them kiss you in public where strangers might see you. Let them kiss you in your sleep. Let them kiss you in the shower. Let them learn how you like your coffee. Let them hear your truest laugh. Let yourself be open to someone. It might hurt, but I can guarantee that your loneliness hurts more.